.......and all i think about is you
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took a hot shower to get you off my mind
now im hot
and wet
your face still a blur
i can just
remember

those energies ill call bob
that ghost we created
dont
i make
you
-just-
so
angry?

almost passed out from the heat
figured id burn the remains of your touch away
but months without DNA
a bedroom
covered
in white globs
no, this is your domain
i was never afraid
dont you just want to
choke.
me.
out.?

forgotten between the sheets a pile of my residue gets too comfortable for words
bob stays there and makes sure you havent misplaced my name from your records
keeps you in line, cant survive
without him

so now im red and pulsating, sweating and still wet
the skins burned off but your memory inside
your face
still a blur
took a hot shower to get you off
forget it,
the impossibility of it seduces you into this delusion that whats done is done and cannot be undone or redone or taken for granted
im still
in black
still dont look like what you wanted?

no, you wont, you wont, you wont
you wont forget about bob
about that wrath, that loathing, that lust
i just burned my plastic off
to keep
you away
from me

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