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youve condemned my love, got lost in someone elses pocket
once too many times,
i
your slave
lost out in sanity
no touch feels the same without you
im searching different strands of your hair
different shades of hair dye
the pain without you in my stomach, my life comes back to smash me in the face
withholding the truth
a headrush of memories
i
need
you
but, like always, ive abused you, i dont know when to stop things that feel good
one of you isnt enough, no, now im condemned to myself
im stuck with the truth, confined to this cell inside my head
the pain of killing what i loved most
nothing else has given me such pleasure, immediately i told you i was yours
as frightening as a love like this can be, dangerously intoxicating
floating in your bliss, i forgot the directions back home
lost and wandering, a slave without a master
no
i
must
deal
with
what
i
have
done
i must say goodbye, my love, my hate, my rage, my fear
what started out as the most beautiful dream suddenly turned into a harsh nightmare
the bitter cold of this reality consumes me
i once was yours, and i always will be
e-tarded, you made me this way
so heres another poem for you,
ECSTASY
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