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i keep sleeping with random strangers but its making me feel worse
another random pile of sheets, a momentary feeling of release
so sorry you thought my heart was anything but stone
its too late to tell you anyways, youre already back home
its alright, my fault, i thought maybe youd stay
shoulda thought twice before i gave myself away
now im unclean, alone and my thighs are bleeding
i had a dream you loved me last night and i woke up screaming
no one can choke me, no one can chain me up like you
more than a year without seeing, but i still cant believe were through
so heres the perfect time to be saved, perfect time to be raped away
anxietys got me loosing sleep, claustrophias got me weak
your beautiful face is haunting my dreams, paranoias making me bleed
time to change my face, change my name, switch identitys
no, i wont let you take this power over me
so i keep sharing this bed, keeping you outta my head
you know, i think id rather be alone instead
so ill lock the door, keep your demons outside
compulsively eating, not sleeping, wearing pants that hide
ecstasy helped me survive this year without you
but im a slave without a master, no ecstasy, nothing to do
im still here waiting, how could you do this to me?
i cant keep living, dont want to forget your voice, id rather bleed
so look at what weve done, were killing me, a deadly team
so much better together than hazardous apart
this slab of stone is expanding, strangling my heart
lets just die together, then things could be better
til then ill wait for you to call me again
and ill still love you in the end
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