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so here ive gone and done it again
gave my soul away to another insignificant like you
the power you hold frustrates me to no end
if only i could kill you, i would
youve shattered the years of self esteem ive managed to exhale
in a single sentence, a single glance, a single solitary moment of infatuation
you do the same as i do, i can see it when you walk her home
i dont even like you, i could never trust you
but im grinding my teeth at the thought of you
im so much more than you would believe
so much more than youd open your eyes to see
im so much more than youd let me be
looking around between different legs, searching through different strands of hair
you cant see that youre looking for me, im right around the corner
im laying in your bed, smelling the numerous varieties of sweat
evoked from painful examinations of lust
youve ripped apart my securities with a single memory
all the choked down offenses, the swallowed down self-denial
all the lost pain ive forgotten about
have all risen up again, at the feel of your hands around my neck
the feel of crashing into the wall when you throw me around
but todays tomorrow, and now im somebody else
as youre searching for me through different pairs of underwear
different hairstyles, different acts of indiscretion,
different moments of fabricated intimacy
all the time youre really looking for me
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