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im still here shocked into incompetence
its time to move on already
i need you enough to hope youre miserable
i love you enough to wish you happiness
and im still here waiting for you to call
tell me youre sorry, tell me youre alone
tell me anything at all
your voice is the medicine for my pain
the glue to fill the holes in my brain
my conscience, tell me how to live my life
im still living here for you
from the first time i looked straight into your eyes
your soul hit me like a rush of snow
a powerful punch, a blast to the face
you nearly knocked me over
im slowly loosing hope
although i still check every license plate i see
its time to move on already, isnt it?
but i still hope youre miserable enough
to come back to me
your hair is my comfort, my security blanket
its the band-aid to fix my self-inflicted wounds
your smile is my destruction, it shatters me, im melting
its the syringe injecting fast-paced hope into my veins
it races throughout my body, invoking high purities of enlightenment
it fills me with life, and the will to live
i need you enough to hope youre as miserable as i am
if not more, you deserve it
youve stolen my life-support. you ripped the IV from my veins
the glue melted and im full of holes
the band-aids fell off long ago
i cant keep up with myself
im shocked into incompetence
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