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you came to me unexpectedly
though i always knew id meet you eventually
i couldnt live without you before
and now that youre gone i dont know how ive even managed to live this long
i always suspected something more, someone more like me
i always wanted something more, someone more like me
you came and fucked me up
you twisted my world and my pre-conceived notions about myself
you gave me all the things the previous drugs and
multiple lovers never could
but still, i never had you
i always needed something more, someone more like me
but the other half of me is married
im sorry for charging in and messing up your plans
although its all back to how it was before, anyways
i still feel your dark presence, clouding my thoughts
spying on my emotions, holding me, surrounding me,
when theres nothing else to distract me
just like i always did before you
where were you all my life
and why did you have to go away?
my soul-mate, my soul, you belong to me
i was always missing something more, someone more like you
now im at a loss, a loss for words, a loss for myself
im spiraling down my destruction
trying to destroy you is destroying myself
id rather kill you than go on living without you
but id rather die myself than hurt you
i turn every corner, i look every way outside
i loose my breath in that tiny glimpse of hope
that out paths will cross and fate will bring us back together
we're fate, we're one soul, neither of us are surviving well without each other
why do you still stay away, why do you destroy us both?
every piece of me that dies kills a piece of you too
were both destructing instantaneously
i could write forever, but it wont bring you back
what i wouldnt give to wake up and see your face
shit, what i wouldnt give just to see your face once more
your face, your face, youre so beautiful to me
ive never met anyone more beautiful
ive always cared for something more, someone more like me
my other half, that dark presence invading my privacy
the empty energy-filled space where your half of our soul lies
its been over a year and my hearts still in your command
if you ever gave it away
the simultaneous excitement and anguish
would shatter the hands of anyone unworthy
how much longer can i wait in hope of fate
the blessed, hated fate that chains our hearts together
im dying inside, so i know youre dying too
why cant we save ourselves again?
love me enough to love yourself
love yourself enough to love me
im as much a part of you as you are a part of me
we're dying together
as we lay in separate beds
we're still speaking together
in our third head we share
no one else could understand
they cant go to that place
that soul we share
look what youve done
youve almost completely killed us both
i still suspect youre something more, someone just like me
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