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mad tripppin balls for 3 days
here the story live to you in the past
yes




different colours made of tears.............`..`.`.```````.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`..*.*.*

wow okay, i see so many colours in this comp rightaobout now. and seeing colouring book pictures outlined in yellow mostly (although this time theyre alternating betweeen being yellow/purple and yellow/green.)
weird, its like the extacy colouring book picture hallucinations, but with the shroooming patterns and depth/life in everything as well. awesome. Righteous/
wow
awesome
sweet
trance\
im addicted to this song now. at least til i go to bed which im not sure i will do just yet.
whoa
total trip out and space out
heehee
im starting to love women more and more, and men less and less. The thought of a penis is actually starting to disgust me. The feeling of penetration bores me now, no matter how much it hurts nowadays, (ok, its has to hurt A LOT for me to actually enjoy sex the way i used to)
im loosing romantic feeling for men. I dont thinik i want a man for a long time now/ I think i want/need a woman. Im at that kind of point in my life right now, i want to take care of someone. Although someone who has the right to be delicate and stuff so i can take care of her. Hence, female. I realized i am a butch in the relationship department, although i dont look butch, do i?
hahahah
screww that noise
being serious sucks again, it takes so much focus and stuff, you cant just flow into the trance of venus in furs. ...................and cured his heart............`.`.`...`...`...`...`...`...`...`...`...`...`...`...`...`...`...`...`..`...`....`...`..`..`..1`...`.`..``..``..``..``..``...``..``..``..``..``..`1``...``..``..``..`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`/.`/`/`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`1.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`./`.`.`.`.`
okay i stop that. i typed that all one at a time <B>ridiculously slow</B>
*in tune to the song* hahah
ok but im stipped the fuck out over it, i can see so much, so many different colours. again im hating my pinkie fingers and fail the ability of its purpose.; you dont need your pinkie finger for jack shit, anything done with the pinkie could be done by any other finger. Well what the fuck?
hahahah
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SHIR SHIRT SHIT SHIT SHIT i just realized not all of this was saved in my compuetr! dammit i thought you could right infinite length entrys??!!!
could you?
what the fuck
whats going on
who is this?
hahah
whoa
Lizard King?
maybe
really?
maybe
ok cool
you wanna be Lizard King?
yes *drools*
granted
*evil laugh*
hahahaha. woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo you really should have seen what was written before this man. whooohooo. meow meow meow
lizard
lizard
come out and play
lizard
lizard
i call you forth
lizard
come opn now LIZARD KING
oh LIZARD KING???1
there you are.\
yes myes myes mnyes.
haha
whoa
how is this?
this is how?
how what>?
no what where?
ok im tripped
ya me too thank a lot buddy
wow
is that you Lizard King?
Maybe
really?
Its quite a possibility, yes
indeed
hahah
so i dont know what else to say other than who is this
i cant think of anything to say
ok
fine
lizrad
lizard
BREATH THE LIZARD! TAKE UPON IN AWE THE LIZARD SCALES! SACRED AND HOLY, PERMISSIBLY, CUNNINGLY
wow that left me before i couold grasp it
hmmmmm
righteous water
i promised id give you an account of what happened
gee thanks
hmmm.....does any of this sound crazy to anyone?
mebbe
nooooooooope
weird
whats happening
righteous water?
delighhtfully
splendid
nicer words
sweet
happy
meow
kitties
nah this could go a long ways
i think
haha meow
george
ok cool
no bleep ahhh
ok cool chill pill man
ok
what is this?
what am i doing>?
who is me?
DUN DUN DUN!!!
DUN-DUN!
shiny shiny leather
wow ok, chill out with the keyboard for a min
ok
cool
where am i?
i dont want to know
i like it better that way
im high teeheehee
extacy
w00t
go E!
meow
vcool
hahah
chill out man
trance out for a min
i finally really realized what this song was about once i was on E. since then it has been My Master, oh yes, whiplash, in the dark, your servant dont forsake him
he doesnt believe in forsaking servants
i must have a chance
i need a Master
who am i if i am not Slave?
or who i when i was Sle=ave?
who is slave anywyas?
ok man
i dont know
i want to cure your heart, i can do it. i have the power to do so., but i will take it away immediately, causing the adverse affects
wow what was i thinkinh=g
weird
i hope i fucking save this
i better
im gonna SAVE now and keep afddding to it and saving from time to time
hahah woooooooooooo
thats how ill remember this
woooooooooooooooooooooo
and
righteous water!
righteous water *nods*
cool
how could i put these all in order?
i want to gether personalities...........
gather
observe
learn
draw conclusions!
WOOHOOOOOOOOO
and EVERYBODY LOVES DRAWING CONCLUSIONS!
hmm, is that even right? damn im fucked up.
whats going on?
cool
alright
wow i havent even lit my smoke yet
wooooooooo
addicted to keyboard
damn
wanted to have cleanign trip but man
whatever
im gonna light my smoke now
*puts keyboarf on lap*
wooo this is going to be fun, hould turn out intersting. whoa. texture.
what was i saying?
oh yeah
but then what?
i dont know
fucked up
weird
ok
dude
m,elllllloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow
meloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowrighteous water
i want more righteous water
whoa man, i seriously cant wait to go to school like this. ill seriously just probably take everything as a joke. hahah
wooooooooooooo
and making fucked up sporatic noises that i will see in my head when i say them AS THEWY WERE TYPED ON HERE./ THAT IMAGE HAS IMPRINTED MY SUBCONSCIOUS BRAIN. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO\
MAYBE I DOP FEELL LIKE GIVEING THE IMPRESSION THAT IM SCREAMING
i dunnio
whatever man
im outie
dont leave
man your nuts
ok
Lizard?
mnyes?
wanna come here?
*growl-snort*
weird.......
hmmm.l..... story time?
maybe?
anyone?
whoa what the fuck am i doing?
wjhay the fuck am i?
am i the hands am i the thoughts am i the screean am i not this?
whoa man okau?
what youd say?
meow?
garblegarbelgarbel
damn what a fucked up word to type geez
what the hell WHAT THGE HELL???!
*awww pAges voice in jmy head, always a treasured one"
i hope she doesnt get mad at me for being on e and talking to her boyfriend about that shit and posting it on her live jorunaL,
SHIT NOW I FEEL BAD
im taking down.
i hope i can do that....
*scratches head*
we shall return with the final answer
seropusly man....what the fuck???
ok
checking ti see if comment can be deleted?
while still saving convo.....
AHA, my comp automatiocaly saves msn convos! w00t
ok now off to the save me and pages friendship rescue
do-do-dod-DO
haha
woo
ok wghat was i doing?'
oh yeah
hold on



*cpl minutes later. wpw, words are so much smaller. what///.... is...happening? ok well what?
oh yeHh, page - comment. cant do sire, sant delete or edit a comment. shitty
i really really hope she doesnt hate me for it
god man i dont know what i woulsd do if i ever lost her friendship?
wow, she is my security man
shes the only person ive ever known that NEVER hurt me eg lying, cheating, steaing etc.
beat that bitch

ok dude
i dont know what going on
this keyboard is shakling
is that my leg shakling?
whats going on?
whysthe keyboard shaking?
oh right wow, what the fuk am i doing?
Lizard?
come out and play???
oh LIZARD???
i worship you
seriously, i do man
you are the KING
yes LIZARD?
yes indeed
ok well what is this?
duuuuuuuude
ok i dunno
trancey oh my god, wow, intense, nakes me so aware of skin and bodyu ut iots just a feeling b8ut feelings are what again?
oik never,=mind, enjoy
gnarly
ok keyboard is back at regular height:>?
a stabl;e surfsace more or less
although im not quite surte how stable it it.........>?*scratches head*
wait who they fuck are you why am i typing for you
whos this
ok man
chill out
please dont forsake him
cured his heart
awww boobies
so soft and loving and lovable
oh tyhat darn cat
hahj hah hah
*hugs boobies*
wait whos telling the story here?
what story>?
i do not a know wghat you are a-talking abo9ut?
ahhh back hurts
tail needs to come out?
lets try
it seriously hurts major
Lizard King, is that you peeking so close behing the corner?\
we shall return




ok got the tail pinned on
lets have some fun
hahahaha
muahahahaha
cold
booded
psyche
rarrr
ok so what now?
what did you say?
shit i forgot
well who the fuck cares
want some righteous water Lizard King?
why yes, yes in deed i do
ok now what now?
oh yes *smacks head* righteous water!
thats damn right, thats for certain damn right hahaha
why yes, yes, mnyes AHAHAHAH
ok dude, your like freeaking me out man
hahah *points and laughs*
ok no more of thisno more of what?
i dont knw, i dont want to know
meow mix
chow chow chow chow chow chow
it makes you feel so fine i9t gives your fur a shine
time for righteous water for sure
*smacks head* forgot to grap cigarettes in freezer
or did i already go?\
ok now what what what now
righteous water!
wow
am i okay?
dayom
booya
schgool aschool school clay sculpting muahahahahahah
c;ay
hahah
ass-fucking til shit comes out \
muahahaha
ok whatever manb
righteous water!
water is righteous!
to the point where it is now called
righteouswater
not just water
ahahahah
yes
yes
righteouswater!
ok well ok man
your spinning out of control man
ok man
chill out
take one of the purple pills with the letter EEEEEEE's on them i dont know what theyt are but i take them anyways!
EEK
ahhh, good ol Pill-Z
ok well what now?
i said whu whu whu-whut now?
dude
ok
manh
i get it
alright
what the fuck is thius?
what is this white with ther letters/?
what the fuck are letters
how do you even know thats what theyre calloed?
someojne told you?
really?
you believe em?
i dont
haha
Lizard
Back.....Hurting
righteouswater
ow
yeah man
ow
burn
meow
sexy
lady
ha
wow
ok no more wasting paper
although this is cool
note to anyone reading this
i love you man, i do, seriously
ok well trip me oiut so whatever5
believe what you want to believe
hahah
ok whos this?
meow?
alright well, lets see, i dont know what im talking about
shiny leather?
y0our servant dont forsake him
ill cure your heart Master
just dont forsake me Master
and ill cure anything Master,
whip me as much as you want Master
ill bleed for you Master
ill be anybody you want me to be Master
*lays head down in sexy innocence, looking hotter than every, little firty and wet, clothes a little ripped, looks like she had been through a lot that night."
ok lost
cool me too
HAHA
goodbye
*waves*
hello
yes
moi
merci
hahah
you
no
yeah
hahah
righteouswater!
backhurt
righteouswater
ok
whys everyone so loud?
like holy hell
wowo
whos this?
the all powerful all controling hands
whoa ok
step back
'shit i couldnt move my hands man
whoa okay well wow. i dont know how this started or where this is going. this is an awesome time./ Body buzz intense intense intense
thank you all for comming
THE RIDE
ah
kiss the boot, of shiney shiny leather
in the darl
righteouswater!
ok going to get smokes
puts on techno headphones
man am i evetr tripped the fuck out
ALPHA
bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed for meeeeeh.
`,,`..`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.dude
damn
techno and smokes it is
HAH
i just realized why cats and dogs chase their tails.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeird.
ok lip gloss? smizoke? yes?
hook it up
wow man tranced
lip gloss first got it
wow am i ever jacked
dododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododododod0od0odododododod0dod09dod0dod0dod0dod09dod0dod0dod0dod0dod0dod0dododod0dododododododod0dod0dododododod0d0d0
weird
ok now
you have to light a cigarette before tryin to xsmoke it
wow man
your blitzed
yep
ands i love my sex
and i love my sex
hahahahahahahaha/ npo no more of that my fingers are gobnna kill man
yreah man
whoa shit
all-powerful hands that know everything of everyone
yes
hahahah
steals your throughts right out of your head, before you even get tyhe change to finisdh them
weird
you got issues man
oh y6es, yes, so wheres the kid with the chemicals? i got a hunger and i cant seem to get full. Ive got the money if you got the time he said it feels good i saID ILL give it a try..........
relax back relax
'righteouswaterno....................thinking for you my friend
nope!
no more!
no extension!
yes!
right!
ok moron lets continue
ok thank you comagain
fuzzy
powdered
hahah
coloured
people
y7es
you
no
yeahj
and i love my sex
haha
men are dumb
i like the women babay
im all about the carpet man
yeah
you like itr
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
who has called?
hah
wow
what does that matter?
disspointmenbt?
ok whatever
done
ok
meow
da
da
da
da
da
da
da
d
da
dad
adad
dadda
dadadda
da
dada
da
dada
dada
dada

dad
a
da
d
d
dad
d
d

da
d
dd
dayoooooooooooooooooooooom
CHILL PILL MUTHAFUCKA CHILL PILL MAN!
whoa what is this?
bubble?
*sratches chin*
what what the hell?
wait bubble
fascinating
huh
yeah man magnificent
righteouswater
hm
back....hurts
dayom
bitch
fuck
meow
kitties
jim morrison in tight leather oants
mmmmmmmmmmmmm
yeas, true wY tro know if aNYones cool
cool people love jim orrison in tight leather pants
with the rounded ass and allreal bulge and sexy hair and facial structure....mmmmmmmmmmmm
and i lovemy sex
ok weird
headphones = bubble?
no headphones=venus in furs + weird shit
bitchcocksucker! damn back! good for nothing you! sorry joking i love you back
peter griffin what the hell?
world domination 101
haha
wqit what the hell
cigarette?\
righteouswater!
yes!~
its 4 20
weird, what colour is this shit anyway?
is colour ever constant?
its impossible, isnt it?
dayom
damn light
photogernisis and shishm and what not
hibblity blah bloom bay!~ hoopla!
power
and i love my sex
i hear loud pitched beeping?
ok well wow
bass hmmm
vibrating./......everything with it......interesting...looking into it.....wait man......too intense...to deep...ok...well...whatnow.....weird.....ok.....and...i love my sex
wier dwhat the fuck this shits fucked up man im fucking fired out to the sky mnyes
mnyes
i love you back (why do i keep hearing that in peter griffin's voice? the only time i hear it, weird)
what the hel! (pAge/bhrian)
ok enuff
no more
wtf
righteouswater?
trippi9n.............everythinggs movibg...where? stand still??!!!! what? man.....what the fuck?trembling visions? are my eyesballs shaking? eyeballs?> *gasp*
too frar ahead of myself oh no
wqatch out here it goes
perfumes and jewles
chillin chilluin chillin
oim well
am i gonna snap in half? like A mouse trap?
ok well whatever
im high so leave me alone
*techno w00t w00t w00t*
and i love my sex
and i love my back *wink*
deeeeeeeep
intense
yeah baby
austin powers?
ok well next....
next
and i love my sex
wow screean screean what do you do ?
what arte you?
how deep are you?
can i swim through you? in to the ocean sea? to the place where thoughts collumble, and stretch apart your brain. come joing the exclusive alternate reality, where all is you and you are none , come trance out, spce out, power, and i love my sex
weird
thouight dont like to stay very long
i wonder why?
do i have to pee again dammit?!
this sucks
ahh well
it feell good. although my pinkie hurts like hell. oh ok now
now well i need gum
mouth is..............mouth
dont think
chew
yes
wow man im messed]
what is this?
up is where?
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
UP IS WHEREZ!!
YES!
damn this part always gets me too high sometimes
woooowoowowowowoowowoowowowoowowowowoowowowowowoowowowowowowoowowowowoowowowoowowoowowowowoowowowowowoowowowowowoowowowo
bubblke\
bubble
curfumes
mare
cares
heeteehee
yeah
wow well what the hell is that? stick to somethinmg for more than a second man
ugh sticky
meow
not get into that how about?
ok doodledoodledodododododoodledoodledoo
heheehee how pretty
lalalalalalalalalalal
weird
butery fly wingsd?
what is this thia god damn trip peach out convention?
SUPRISE
Yes it is
oh well cool shit
damness
The peachnes
Awesomerness
totally
far-out man
oh yeah
wow could i handle school with the shit im seeing?
like holy cow man
well i dont move much or show much expression at all during class anyways, so as long as you keep on a contented, mellow, flattened, daydreaming type of gaze.
got thay
blow
hahah
meow
holy shit pinkie hurts
cool cool
i love you back
weird shit man hahah;wow closeness
nah
distance *thumbs up*
done
whats the point?
w2hat else am i going to sdo?
ill reDad this whole thing from begging to end someday,. starting at the journal entry
GONE AWRY!
OH NO!@
*gasp*
MY SHARONA!
not thinking doodle doodle doodledoo awww awesome melllow spaced tripped yes no right on wait
what the hell?
ok man
no
what the fuck?
they know what is what but they dont know what is what they just strut what the fuck? what the fuck? what thge fuck....
\the know what is what but they font know what is what they just strut what the fuck?
hahah amuuuuusing
save recap time i think
saved aha
yes
what is this?
yes
Lizard?
Perhaps
Yes?
Lizard i <3 U
:)
i worship you as well, you are the lizard king
these allpowerful hand are crucvial
without them, it doesnt exist
what doesnt exist?
IT
haha
wow
dude
no more typing k
chill
the more i do it the highyer i feel
cant do it
wow well would ya look at that?
certain parts of this song i cant hand;e man
like wtf
but i cant handle venus in furs either
what the fuclk?
wow am i ever stoned
well would you look at the time
4 43 am
hah w0w
deeply pleasing
aristocratic
majority
rules
freeassociation
righteouswater
yes
damn pinkies
whats nto moving around here man
stay still?
body........interesting....indeed
well
hmm
well what?
jeez
pee again

and no more of thge flushing of the goddamn hands
allpowerful habnds
yes
know me
tell me who i anm
explore me
enlighten me
and i love my sex
wow
surrealism is alive alla round me
righteous
fuckin sweet
surrealism
whats this past present future ;little bit of both?
visions to separate...how goes?
which shall i say gpoes where?
how does one know for certain?
past present furutrama
BONG
boobies
what an awesome cat
\wpw goddamn pinkie like holy how can you?
what purpose do you serve>?>??!!
man too high still i think or something man
wow dude
spectacular
righteous
and i love my sex?
wow back to venus in furs, checkin it out, you never know
to think it started out like this ...`...`......`.`.`.`.`.....`...`1.`.`.`.`.......`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.` iu cant even see that anymore
zaisbiste kolory!
WOW SUPER!
im inside art world
shwoooosh
!
every image can be percieved as art
its so beautiful
shiny shiny leather
weird
weord fuicking shit this is
what the hell is that?
ok manb
jeeaz
shiny shuny leather
*smoke break and ghum-changing station*
wow thats messed up dude
nevermind
touch me babay cant you see that iu am not afriad
what was that proimise that you made
oh man i love you jim morrison
acid is all i remember
strange
rather peculiar i must say
mnyes mnyes
obvious
no
blow
wheerere? deeeeeeep
intense intense intense
oh yes, gum, righteouswater, and smoke
got it
wow
*saves*\
whoa wtf
i ;love you backl
wow now thats hardcore trippin
whoa
ok man what say what now?
wjoa vivid
intense intense intense
whoa wow ok what going on?
damn man i dunno dude
this backs really start to hurt miss
may i help you with something?
yes id like to buy some cornbread and a slop of molasses.
goddamn where did that come from
taste the whip
now bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed for me.
damn man
i dunno
i might need something faster
damn
pee?
damn i hate peeing all the time i wihs i could be gone with it damn it
oh well after i finish this bottle of water i wont have any more
damn righteouswater?
yesh
holy wow man what the hell ok coool cool cool jeez yes tyank you
pee
yes i think i must have to
damn, what a pain man
fuck, who needs it
yeah man, save a life, hug and emo!
what who what where when why?
sketched out a little?
yues need this meow here right on chelsie meow mix is my favourite
who is this cat btw?
another alteration?
damn
wtf
keep trippin myself out
trippp tripp trip trip tripr triptyrturptirpti
whoa trippyeyes!
yes!
hahah sweet ass munchin
blow ok well what next ? get your deedledoo?
need a change in tunes, somethin in between venus in furs and techno dayom
*change*
aha! lets swim...to the mooon, u-huh lets climb to the tide, penetrate the evening that the city sleeps to high
yes
lets swim out tonight love
yes try yes yes
on a moonlight drive
sweet ass
munching?
now feel asincomplete without it
hee well well
i dont know
what the fuck?
blinkin? flashing? contrast?
duuuude
sweet
visuals mabn im gone trippin mad bunnies
hahah bunnies
burn cottontails
and cottonpickers
nope
they cool
but yeah
wow i dont knowq what im talking about do i?
im bnot even talking man
im trippin balls though man
trippin fucking balls
trippin balls
yes indeed
trippin balls
oh back i love you
wow.............inconsistency, truly amazing, a work of azrt
nothing stays still
movement is art
yes
penetrate the evening
]well thats something i didnt notice before...huh
yay for yellow!
damn ok trip me out why dont yA
alright me is you and you are me but we have never met alright
waxed
waxed
yes
me
wow
wax
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
dude man ok hey so yeah
whoa
all powerful hands?
righteouswater?
weird
ok though
ill take it, give me extacy, givge me the high i love and need
weed?
id love some thank you
setting the stage?
weed sotners?
w/e floats your vboat man
dont break that its mommy
whoa black dots
gnarly
deja vu?
who knows
=im pretty stoned myself
\damn
when did rthis all getr here?
dayom
*bongtoke*
weird
going
through
yes
well
trippin balls b trippin balls
gotcha ;)
sweet
think this is some time for caffeine? 5:17 AM
might as well, if im tired again i will make another cup
ok makin coffee
coffee coffee coffeee coffee
woe
i mean wow
wow
dude
movinf and shit
im trippin balls \
draining!
ahh\
back i love you!
i have bo idea what i was just thinking
coffee being made coffee beign made
done in soem time fropm now quickly
ok well see
ILL KNOW
meow
kittie>?\
boobies!
no man fucked up trip me the motherfuck out no no no
damn im jackwedd\
boobies!~
i believe in God
the Fathert Almighty
Creator of Heaven and Earth
pause in time***********
wooooo imlazy
*lapse in time
woooooooooooo
now
5 23 AM
deeeeeeeeep
intense
trippin balls
yep yep yep
wow this is ever so fascinating
gonna go check my coffee
weird
tripped balls
wtf
man ok
just go with it
hmmm.....wow.....in....fucking....tense
damn
acid?
extacy?
yes?
neat
sense
hmmm
wqarmth
depth
surrealism
maulty-faceted
crayons
jukebox
my sharona
ok coffee + smoke time, PS whats going on here?
co9ffee?
uyes
cook cool;
*sigh*
sweet taste
deeep
dayom
coffee
this glass is playing with me, dancing, twirly, suggestively for my eyes only
tippin balls
whats going on ere?
alirght buddy
turn me loose
the classics

interesting
id like to....sleep?
i dont think so!
PLANTASTIC
wow that buurp made me feel soo much better
well school should be fucking interesting today
real damn inetersting
really
pee already
who are youy?
ij your motherfuckin conscience
thats nonsense

how the hell did i get home
?
did i evcer leave?
i wasnt always here.....
hmmm
man im way jacked

ahh spinning
deeeeeeep twistin!
dadndruff with guaccamole

and yelloiw s-ecks of trust
fuck itchin
coffe coffee coffee
why thoughts? NMO THOUGHTS!~'
feel like i have to shit, but not time yet, too much e buzz still in to taje a shitr
wow what IS that?
pretty, [pretty, all so pretty
ichyness
peachness
w00t
whoa clickity clickity click clicky

so you trhink youre the rofck scientist?
well metamorphic baby
light the smoke now
smoking scizzarette!
cool man
trippin balls
wow pee again
maybe shit?
maybe neither?
who knows
dude'
soon as coffees done i am goin to take this shit aned im going to like it
oh fuck! my shit stiniks!

love is gonna save us
6am damn
2 hours til i leave for school
dayom
whoa-----
6 20 am
still ripped
just spent 20 min straight petting boobies. what a miraculous, fascinating creature. i feel spellbounded
weird something
but love is gonn asave us

wow fucking high
yep yesserie bob
im trippin balls
tranced out
and yet excited for school
im copntent
mellow
mnellow
wow
yay for yellow!
( it hink i might have forgotten to say that earlier!:P)
shower---wow
drainage.
deeep
intense w00t
hot hot hot
mother'yeah']
shower?
why not
splendid
deepage
major deepage i really should shower i probably look like a cracked out loser by now
eye drops REMEMBER eye drops
no gum in shower
wow trippin balls
shower
eye drops
damn
gottaa move
:(
here i go

*showered*
feel damn good and clean and pure
and tingly
tee hee hee

dayom yeajh
trippin balls
yup yuu[p

stones and flowers on the ground we are lost and found
but love is gonna save us
shadows walking in the crowd we are lost and found
but love is gonna save us

dee;p
wee all go a little crazy sometimes
ferris wheel, merry go round, i want to go on again! again!
just over an hour left to get ready to leave for school and im all showered and everything and shit wow man
im excited, i cant wait to go
and get kick out lol lmao
meh
i love art class tho man
why is everything....................changing shape?
what do things look like?
nothing right?
things you can see dont necessarily exist
i forgot where i was going with that\but i know i said it5 a MILLION times before
WOOHOOO


jumpy are we?
meow
i pills 2 pills 3 pills 4
now im walking out the reality door
shut the door, block reality out
drugs are what its all about

trippin balls
6 51 am
wtf im clueless it hink
it hink!
w00t!yeah!

fading in and out

gotta pee
trippin balls

yep yep
im becomming the air the wind the breeze
wow
typing jeez
fuck that

am i spinning?

wooooooooooooooooooooo

yes love is gonna save us

wow dammit
in and out and around it goes
where it stops nobody knows
trippin balls ius what i am
cuz i know the muffin man

deep trippin
trippin balls
righteouswatert?

waterrighteous yes
yes yes
trippin balls

yes just siottin here tripping fucking balls yes

and love is gonna save us
and keep us trippin balls

wow how fast is time moving?
what sit he speed of time?
what is the speed of time?
yes
ylu over there in the brown paper coat
dont go startin any fires
you seem to moving at the speed of time what is that ans he said "yes we all are"

wow trippin balls
that wouldnt be very nuice, if people but trippin balols everywhere so people could trrip and hurt themselves
damn, that could be taken a number of ways......

no gum for a minute..................
woooooo
yes you can eat me out
eat my pussy baby eat my pussy

permanent holes in my brain you say
why no of course, we come up with a lot of bullshit.
most;y its just bets between people about how dumb economy and society is.
drugs a re a bet with your mind
dont bet 3with your money
bet with your mind
your mind is the only thing that will make you unable to care if you lost itr

deep
cant follow
concentrate
juice
stones and stoners
all around
chanting aand singing
where is thjis comming from?
the hope of dark chocolate
the smell of the moon
where did i come up with this bullshit?
damn am i ever trippin balls
tranced outr
peachness
lizard king
trippin balls for sure

wow my voice is sexy,. me moaning is really really sesxy to me right now. i dunno, maybe im narcississtic, but i think the thing i like most about having sex on e is hearing me moan. it sounds so sexy, it doesnt sound like its comming from here. any girl that sounded like that when she moaned would turn me on.\
am i sexy or what?
i dont tell tell me
meh

blloof
tripping balls
ther past present and future all dissolve into one
as if all that exists is this instant
or i never left a trance
have i always been like this?
have i ever really been aliove?
been trippin balls is all i know for sure
tripping balls to pass the time
trippin balls all my life

where dp we gp tp that place that exists where love and death embrace?
where do we go tot hat place where love doesnt cause pain?
where do we go to that place where all is sacred and beauty is fulfilled...........everywhere

damn i got to go to school eh?
man, this is my second time today cuz i broke on threough to the other side
where time ceases to exist anymore cuz time is not the usual time
a day is no longer started with a sunrise and ended with a sunset
the day that breaks free and could be your whole life, or just one sim,ple moment
but what do i knowe
im tripping balls

damn, have to LEAVE in less than 1 hour now
dayom
7 15 AM = trippin balls

how did thTget into my head?

oh! the body buzz i et when i moan, the tinglyness
i dont think the sex actually matters when im on e, its just y moaning
just im to shy to moan for no reason to get off, even on e

well extacy, youve been a dear friend to me for quite some time
nice to see i can still come back and rely on you whenever i feel the need be
ahhhh it just doent matter, everything is perfect anytways

trippin balls i see
all different colours and sizesd for me
cuz im trippin balls you see
here is my hat
and my bowtie as well
trippin balls i see
surrounding the air with perfect harmony
im just really trippin balls you see

lets make it all into one
the man with the green tux said
he spoken words were shocking, alomost unbearable
one you say?
arent we all one at some extent?
more one, closer closer
closer i said
dammit i want to crush it all together into one!
listen!
and then the world blew up

love IS gonna save us though

damn school time is catching up on me, sneaking, although it twil all work out for the best i say i say
what a fine looking young chap i say!
i say i say!
half an hour unti;l my departure
or my arrival
depending on the glass
that could be half empty or half full
love wil save us, after all the worlds collide, and we take love for what it truly is
a verb
so soft and romantic
poetically sweet
tell me how it felt when you were born
i cant remember my birth, must have happened during one of my blackouts
whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoaw whoa w3hgoa whoa whgoia

dayom gotta stop for one min damn

im so glad i wrote when i was this jacked

7 30AM
still trippin balls

TRIPPIN
LIKE THAT LION IS MAD TRIPPIN
MAN HE BE TRIPPIN!
TRIPPIN I SAY!
we could get along together
we could be so good together
extacy is all you need
said the fly to the bumblebee
man that lion is MAD TRIPPIN
but so is much much more
physically or not
theres not really any difference
everything is the exact same at the core
exact
exact
still trippin
always trippin
eactly the same forever trippin balls.

oh well
doesnt matter hopw arm or cold youa ree
if youre cold blooded
oh the joys, oh the thrills
be careful not to tinkle on your tail though
no, that could be unfun
and troubles could begun
no matter how close or far away
everything either progresses or decreases
music takes us away and brings us back
what ever you want
im willing to sacrifice for you
heres my name written in blood
as the signature for this sacred writing
my confessed lovve
and devotion
to you

wow that was cheese please damn man cheese jees

okay well who doesnt like their name on the wall?
flashes o9f light, twinkles beyond?
the wall explores and breaks away
it forgets all you betray
the wall is there in aLL situations
unless you foolishly teared it down
i actually tried to make this make sense

guess whos still trippin balls?
got it right man, that would be me!

trippin balls!
yes sir am i ever
please sir,m i would like some 'ore

giggle
laugh
psychotic maniacal laughter
tripping balls i see
I SEE
YES YOU MY FRIEND< ARE TRIIPPIN BALLS
or fucking BLASTED

oh wow, how many more fucking balls can i trip?
jesus quite a few i think

team bedroom baby
drop by anyth=ime
hollarin aT HOES
at your convennience
need a date?
sell us your soul
we will then give you your souls desire
yes
then and only then
till then you must trip balls
yes

fuck man i got like 20 min thats gay holy shit man am i ever nervous
totally wearing some pantiliners
i cant control myself
who is myself anyways?
someone with no use for their pinkies?
yes contradictions
beloved contradictions
lets draw conclusions
and live in bliss

what the fuck is this shit man"?
come away and trip balls with me
trip them, yes trip them
they never saw it comming
come away with me\
were almost home
watch out for those tripping balls
theyre sure to knock you on y9our ass
then you could fall down the tube, the tunnel
the escallated immersion into alternation
yes indeed my friend do trip your balls
theyll never fly on otherwise

yes you do indeed trip balls
smoking, exhale
smoke evaporating
experiencing a change
dramatic change
in volume shape, mass, structure and character
it will never be the same
no it wont ever
because it tripped balls with me

lost and found
want to be saved?
a lost and found box
or in other words a physical world
the box with no lid
no boundries,. never will it be filled
trip as many balls as yuou like in there
you will enver be set free
not like this you see
lost and found
only balls will save you now
tripping balls
yes oh them sacred triping balls they are


oh wow im jacked holy fuck man
do something
im lossing it
what ive already lost
my balls made for non-tripping
im stuck swinging off the tripping balls for all eternity
yes trip balls
trip[ the,m all
remove the lifd
of the sacred box
loose and fimd yourself
in a pile of trippin balls

"man are you okay?"
"nah man im just trippin balls"
"well what does that mean?"
"i dont know you tell me, im fucking trippin balls"

hoorAY for imaginatiob
a plus in your mind
c minus in your heart
but a b for effort

oh god am i ever trippin balls or what
i want to go but i dont, iun case its worse out there
its nice in here
but frusterating
im trippin balls
and i feel so fine

7 53 AM
trippin balls

HOLY FUCK IM TRIPPIN BALLS MAN
wow , i just totally got a brand new meaning out of it, i think i have figured it out
you can trip a ball, it rolls. So therefor if your tripping balls, that measn you must be severly fucked up in order to be able to trip those balls man.
RIGHTEOUS

where am i?
when is this?
who is this?
where are we going?
are we already there?
how do we get there?
disconnect?
we shall meet again?
indeed for the poisoned rose does stand tall

trip balls trip they go trip and theyre balls so they trip when you trip them out so trip balls its always nice to sneak up on a snice round ball and trip it unexpectedly
yes go and trip some balls desar faithful reader, keeper of sanity
trip those balls away
8AM
trippin balls

so im gonna leave soon
this shall be the last thing i type
goodbbye my friend
things will never be quite the same
although i keep you in my hearet
and E hall of fame
yes come follow me, just stay far away
leave me be in my entirety
leave me be to be myself
trip those balls away









SATURDAY/MONDAY.......2:11 AM

not really TRIPPIN BALLS anymore
but trippin nonetheless
have had been tripping non stop all night again last night as the night before\
what have i realized?
i go places without moving my physical body
i can leave entirely
and go somewhere new
right now i could sleep a thousand years
but what am i doin anyways?
the more i dont sleep the more i trip
the less sleep you get the more bhalls you can trip in the time you save
for those dear ball trippin balls at the ball trippin ball;
well did i ever have an awesome good time tripping balls
smokeing and eating mushrooms
like the hookah smoking caterpiller
that will never know who you are
im just as curious
WHO ARRRRRRRREEEE YOOOOOOOU??1
ill bleed for you anytime
in my righteousness
no longer escaped
locked in the trance
the baLLs tripped all over the place
and music notes decided guitar class was too dull therefore they jumped off the page in futile attempts to end the life of a black dot with a stem that means so much in a pattern of 5 paralell lines
why did it have to be this way?
what other way culd it ever be?
i must sleep now
the comfort calls me
so must it be
the mote it be
come in me to me
to show me myself as i will show you yourself
entwine in me to reveal
all that had not yet been revealed
intertwine to connect it all as one as a physical proof for the metaphor
we are all intertwined with ourselves
the same story
with the same changes
oh so will it be imperious
whiplash that precedes the love not given lightly
speak to me, shrivel in your denial, you are all for me and only me, never forsake me, unability is what i desire, you only live to please me, wake me up until i fall asleep again
you must prove your approval of this love
you must prove your worthiness
to shine my leather in the dark
the bell awaits you
to call your name
and sing your sweet shrill name in the dark
to keep your feet at my side
your naked swelling sweating body
with a beating heart next to mine
the vibrations intertwining
becomming morse code messages back and forth
to say the things we dare not say
to say the things we would forsake, the words we would compare, the words we would confuse and take too lightly, the words that dont explain the way they are meant to explain
the fatal attempt at love not given lightly
i am your servant dont forsake me
unable to think for myself until you teach me how
show me the way
and enslave yourself in me, my beauty, my sacred charm, and my gratitude
enslave my master, your servant dont forsake him
ill cure your heart








ok now time to sleep
that was a nice thought to bring to sleep
where thoughts and worlds collide in a state of safety, nothing can go wrong with your eyes closed and perception working at full speed and thought. thought tghought tghough ceases to erxist in the tradtional way
the thousand dreams will awake me
show me your c0ollors and drift away
with me