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let the problems in your mind become ancient artifacts
06:21pm 16/12/2005
mood: problems are ancient artifacts
music: people under the stairs - acid raindrops
ok i have to make swure i never forget this:
to find a place to live between the negatives and positives.
its from a song im fucking I(N LOVE WITH NOW and it is a memory of a rapid revelation i had while listening to this song
on extacy.
oh yeah by the way i am fucking JACKED JACKED JACKED
i swhouldnt be, but i am
today, i literally ATE E
yes
i no longer say eating e's as in popping
his e
this e really dfidnt ta-ste too bad at all
umm so yeah
23+0
my mom is commibng home with my grandmother any minute now
and boobies and all wanting love and hogging the ketyboard and shit./ THIESE ARE NOT ALL MY MISTAKE
hahahah!
marijuANA
so yeah umm....
oh yeah, the revelation:
absolutly everything has negatives and positives. The key to life is finding a happy0 medium, a balance between everytjthing
(fuck it keyboards going on lap lol)
....between everything in life. between your thoughts and emotions, your conscious and subconscious, your alter egos,
good bad, EVERYTHING.
and im contemplaTING how i can incoroprate that into my super cool paintin g i9 m doing in art class.
i think im gonna make a little house in the middle of it HAHAH
wooo man
i think i am pretty much more jacked than i thought i was
this song rules all though, seriously.
im not sure exactly what it is called, i downloaded it as "People under the stairs - acid raindrops"
i highly recommend it. its sort of rap, but its really really really chillin. its really mellow chillin rap, it makes
you feel good. it doesnt talk about pimp, or bling, or job cars money, or t6he ghetto or IT DOESNT SAY ANY^THING ABOUT BITCHES.
the whole song is about "lettin the problems in your mind become ancient artifacts"
so yeah umm...i think im gonna go now
i donty 3wanna do what i did before, which is type on this livejournal for fucking like 2 hours str4aight thinking i could
write infinite length entrys/ in case you were wondering, take it from an etard NO
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after the journal entry.
umm, i dunno what to say really, but i am really way to high to have to deal with my mother and grandmother any minute
now.
ahh well, the problems in my mind are ancient artifacts.
im really stoned is all, my moms only saw me high on e once, that she knows of.
lol]
i dunno what really to say ummm.....
i really really really love this song right now though, its an awesome chillin cool song for real. I mean, it sounds
like rap, but you cant really call it rap. its like calliong will smith rap.
rap isnt chillin and laid back. rap is egotistic, superficial, materialistic, and attention-hungry.
this so0ng is none of those things
wow it was so hard to type such harse things
like seriously, how about no more harshness from me.
i dont like it
ok well umm yeah
im super high
i cant believe i had a revelation today!
awwwwww
ok well i know i might have said shit like this before, as well as many of other people, but what i mean to say
is suddenly, it all made complete perfect sense to me.
i never before visualized it including the conscious and subconscious mind, or like between Peach and Lizard King....
i think thats the one thats hitting closest to home for me.
i also realized today i have control over the lizard king. i dont know if i have control of him once he takes over, i
wonder what the borderline is, from where i can still have control of the lizard king, but still be the lizard king alot,
like in a situation where lizard king does something bad or starts havcing negative ideas (*lgihtbulb* positive= Peach, negative=
Lizard King)
and i need to return immediately?
or wait.....bal;ancer ri9ght
to omuch thinking for now.
goddamjn
what do u expect of me
ok no more thinking for a while
im gonna listen to the song for a min
this song is a religion in itself man.
or a spirituality, whatever.
this song has all the answers, im on love
i think im gonna go finish colouring now
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convo with samma
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
hi are you there?
samma [addictive; addicted; addict girl] says:
mhum
samma [addictive; addicted; addict girl] says:
:)
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
im rolling
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
and umm, if you dont wanna talk to me, sall good ill go back in my room and draw/colour some more
samma [addictive; addicted; addict girl] says:
lol no no
It's fine i don't mind
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
but i just realized how much i missed my computer
samma [addictive; addicted; addict girl] says:
computers are great things.
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
yes i know
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
and me and this computer have had many good times on extacy
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
i have a folder called "extacy" filled with poems and just writing out what goes through my head when im jacked
on here
samma [addictive; addicted; addict girl] says:
lol thoughs are the best thoughts
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
yes i had a revelation
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
while listening to "People under the stairs-Acid Raindrops"
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
which was aft5er hearing the line that is my msn name
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
oh man
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
my grandmother is comming into town today, my mother should be back with her any minute now and i feel like this
samma [addictive; addicted; addict girl] says:
lol. your fams coming too?
thats why i'm not rolling. stupid family.
Peach ||+|| to find a place to live between the negatives and positives says:
i know but i though id just do a rail at school to see what its like, next thing you know, im home, mom and granmother
arent, still not, and i dunno.....i started eating e
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