im so sick of this life
sick of the insanity in my head
i dont want to live this life
im satans bitch
its always raining
i cant think with all the crying in my head
please stop screaming
i think im dreaming
the conspiracys getting to me
my dark satanic love
has died in the likes of you
i see your face
im such a disgrace
i feel no joy in being with you again
for i live in no colours
i speak in tongues
i speak the language of the dead
the ancient ones
inside my head
i cry and no one hears
no one sees my tears
living with all these fears
i fear for my life
i wish to be dead
be anywhere but here
with anyone but you
and only you
you seem to be the only one that understands me
although i love you no longer
escape with me
into the lifetime where we can be free
just take me away from me
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