the concept of good, the passage of time

trying to find something good to listen to. What the fuck IS good btw? I mean, the classification, definition of it? The proper thing to do? Something bringing satisfaction? What about when a "good" thing to do brings no pleasurable feelings or satisfaction? There certainly are moments like these.

*another momentary feeling of complete insanity*

i've been getting these. I think of an idea, and start running with it really quick with it, loose myself and get this moment of panicky insanity. And then i get moments of complete blank right after as well. Completly forget everything for a moment; how to move at all, how to breath, to experience time. Maybe time does slow stop. And then things slowly start speeding back up to normal and/or quicker than normal speeds to catch up.

The passage of time

I think back over my life, recently. So many things left unsaid, unaccounted for, forgotten. Have i always been myself? It seems as though i have not. I've lost my fondness for sleep. I dont dream anymore, just erase hours from my day. Every day skims by so fast; i hardly get to do anything. Before i know it, im laying down to sleep and my day is gone. Then the next one starts. I fear i will blink and it will be tomorrow already and i will be here again, another day flown by. How quickly does time move? Is it possible that it does speed up and slow down sometimes? Is it really that it just seems like it? When something seems someway, is it possible that it somehow IS that way somehow?